Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Just got all of my work stuff packed for Asian X. I'm looking forward to Shanghai and discovering a piece of this world that I haven't seen. I'm psyched that my wife is going to try to come and that will be a huge comfort because I'm already missing the kids. Cobe told me that he wants to come and I would love to bring him but with how many hours I will have to dedicate to work it's just not possible. Kai is starting to really understand what is going on around him and he will be wondering where we are too. My boys are my rock, they love me unconditionally and I love them more than anything. Melissa and Naiomi will be with me to comfort me and reminisce so that will make time fly. One day I'll bring my whole family with me on my trips because work will be life and life will be doing good in the world, making a difference. That's one of those phrases that I hear that makes me question my actions every time. Am I making a difference? Am I helping this world we live in? I think what gives me the most comfort is my family, I feel that we're tied together forever regardless of anything.....can I have that? I'm going to have that. I'm going to keep that with me, it feels right.